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I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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one more thing

I 4got 2 blog abt 1 more thing.
It's abt sumthing dat has recently, well just, happened.
Person A & B dey have been feeling differently 2wards ochi.
i mean like dey dun treat her like deir fwen or sumthing like dat but wun tell ochi.
Person A told mi this on msn.
She did tell mi not 2 say anything 2 ochi but still i dun think dat is correct.
Bcuz it's like 4 example u hate this person but u r fake-friending her.
ovr time she thinks ur her fwen and trusts & relies on u.
Without u she's xtrememly vulnerable.
But u still dun tell her dat u hate her.
Dun u think dat ovr tme she relies more and more on u.
And u still hate her.
Den u suddenly say dat all his while u hate her.
How do think dat will feel?
It'll hurt rite?
It's like she suddenly just loses her reliable confidante.
So helpless, vulnerable.
Yes it did hurt.
But i dun think it'll hurt dat much if u had told her dat u hated her in de 1st place rite?
4 sumthing like dat,dun u think dat de longer u dun tell her,
de more she'll be suffering, de more it'll hurt?
It'll be harder 4 her 2 let it go, 2 accept dat fact.
rite?
Although Person A had told mi all this and doesn't want mi 2 tell this 2 ochi, i stil did.
As i dun want her 2 be like de suffering person in de example i gave.
I dun wanna c my fwen suffer more each day.
I dun wanna c her like dat.
2 u ppl out dere hu dunno ochi tat well u mite think she's vry hard-headed & is vy tomboy.
But actually inside she's quite vulnerable.
Easy 2 break down.
She opened up 2 mi. Im glad dat she did.
I hope this helps u ochi!
Gambaru yo!
Liv through 2moro.I noe u can.
Watashi wa kimi no shinjiteru!
Gambatte, ne?
-Eiji Sempai

7:14 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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