just.keep♥breathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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hate myself  //      can't hold it  //  your voice // say goodbye //   door slams  // reach out //   refresh

freaking stressed D:

stressed stressedd stressed.
i mean S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D. not DESSERTS.
a bit regret come 2 NUS high now lahhs.
DAMN STRESS LAH.
actually workload is damn big lah.
got project, got assignments, TESTS and QUIZZES.
haiz.
I tot at least biology i could do slightly better than my other subjects.
Physics too.
But todae, bio was crossed out.
Sum more chinese test u c ahh, i oni got 30/50.
Maths i got 3 1/2 out of 15 (0.o)
Bio test, got 10 out of 20.
wth. i cnt tell my parents anything.
They'll kill mi.
i dunnno how long it wil take.
And oh shit.
WHAT IF MR LEE SAYS STUFF ABT THAT DURING THE LEVEL TEA??
oh no oh no oh no.
shoot shoot shoot.
aiyah just hope he doesn't lah.
): shiitss.
aiyahhs.
...
Ystrd went 2 Pei Ru's bdae party.
felt so out lol (:
spent most of my time wif Vanessa (8 yrs old) and Veronica (3 yrs old) although frens were there.
haiizz.

feeel so uber dumb lah. it's like everyone else is coping in their studies, slowly gettin a grip, but mi?
That's quite far frm now i think.
Even Joshua, who like last time not good in maths, i heard mr lee say his work getting better. And mi? he was quite angry at mi for being so careless.
Jie Ren, in biology, ms ng praised him oso for improving. And mi? i was scolded for not finishing my practical, along wif cheryl and shi ni.
wow.
I can only sae W-O-W.
im so dumb.
im so dumb.
im so dumb.
a bit regret going 2 NUSH.
it's so freaking stressed.
it's like for shi ni, the other time when i got 6 1/2 out of 18 for maths quiz, i asked her how much she got. And she said "I failed." And she looke quite dejected.
But den, Jia Hong told mi tat she got 12. TWELVE. T-W-E-L-V-E.
come on and her face is so bad.
how abt mi??
she like got almost twice my marks lah.
and gabriel for the recent maths test got 13 out of 15.
den he said 2 mi "Eh how much u get? sure higher than mi rite? im so dumb lahh."
just one sentence 2 sae 2 u.
If u think ur that dumb, what m i? dun u freaking realise that u got like 4 times my marks?? it's very insulting. really.
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ok i guess i said my piece.
freaking stressed. :S
going 2 do project now. bye ):
happy bdae Joshua btw (:

5:39 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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