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I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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haiz... busi busi

U noe wat? im gonna start not saying hiie 2 u ppl animore.
i c all my oth friends' blogs dey oso nvr rite,
so i'll stop being de good girl here and stop too ;D
hehes (:
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SO FREAKING SIAN LARHHS.
geez. dunno y my maid keeps nagging at mi 2 sleep.
wat's her prob man?
i dun wanna sleep den dun wanna lah :D
i wanna BLOG!
geez. Have been so busi dat i forgot 2 say sumthing:
HAPPY CNY 2008 PEEPS!
.. hehe.

haiz. This year like all oth years one. No fun at all.
No one 2 visit ):
lalala. Den those 2 days i was sian-ing at home ;DD
harharharhar (((:
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I kinda side on corinne's for now. I mean more on her side.
Cuz i really think tat using so mani bad words like f, b, and dose kind of words for such a little incident i dun think tat is very neccessary.
I myself aft an incident at my pri sch have told myself tat i would try my best not to use that kind of words animore.
So yeah i dun think meli, ashley and huever else is involved in this should behave in this manner.
I mean yes, corinne isn't perfectly immaculate and nth is her fault.
Yes, she was wrong for pushing vanessa or meli away frm her, and stuff like showing off.
But still, humans err.
Still, only the stronger freindship bonds will survive this ordeal.
Yes, every friendship cnt be perfect, but at least u should try 2 understand each other's feelings and yeah. Just try.
If it still fails, den just take it as a lesson of life and move on.
As u go on in life, u will lose friends, and make new ones too, so dun worry too much.
~phew. I said a lot. Made possible by the influence of Xuan ;D
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melissa woon:
heyy meli i noe u might be reallly hating mi or corinne rite now but yeah just read this 1st.
Few weeks ago, Jacob called mi.
She said if i knew abt u two.
I knew, but i tot it was just sum kind of misunderstanding between the 2 of u.
I remember a setence she said.
She said, "Dun u find tat melissa chaged a lot? De way she speaks and her choice of words. Practically everything?"
I tot for a moment.
Before u fought wif coco, I called u. I reflected on it. After sum time, i answered wif a no.
But dat call was quite a long time ago lah. So i guess it's considered kinda inaccurate.
But aft i few weeks, remember i called u frm sch?
When u said hi 2 shini and jia hong?
U were using words like 'b****' and dialect 'ah beng' words which i barely knew.
N i didn't think u would just utter vulgarities in public without a heck in the world.
well maybe not. But still close to tat.
But really. After we hung up, I tot 2 myself, U really changed.
U REALLY DID CHANGE MELISSA.
Jacob was rite. U did.
I was really sad. REALLY. N i really dun wanna hate u so pls dun make mi.



ive said my piece. I gtg sleep now...
bye!

12:15 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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