just.keep♥breathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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hate myself  //      can't hold it  //  your voice // say goodbye //   door slams  // reach out //   refresh

im still alive but im barely breathing;

Quoted from Breakeven - The Script.
quoted it cos it's really how i feel right now D:
my whole body's like dead, and only my fingers and my mouth arent.
and of course, my brain.

note: don't mind the typos cos im too lazy to go back to correct them.

today was kinda okay i guess.
1h of free period cos ms li didnt prepare for ace.
practised karate (again) with yawen, as usual, exchanging tips and moves (:
but WTFH.
my sinseh said during training just now that it'll be postponed. AGAIN.
22nd March, Cairnhill Comm Centre.
WTH MAN!!!!
i was like practising so hard myself.
pushing myself so hard.
even practise in school.
and now you tell me you're postponing it?????
geez. damn tired lah.
okay, then physics was DEAD.
coudnt text cos got 3 teachers in the classrm D:
which made it deader.
for me.
and sorry yawen, cos when she asked me sth, i kept saying 'idk, didnt listen.'
hahahaha x)
sorry yeahhhhs (:
had 2h of break!
cos no jap mahhhhh.
shit just realised tmr i have a jap quiz and i didnt bring home my darned book =.=
played bball, ate, then more bball.
oh here's a note to some idiots.
you know who you are, okay.
you might not even read this, but for the sake of mj, ivy, cheryl, aikwee and kev, i have to say this.
i promised, and im doing it guys (:

TO THESE 2 F-ING IDIOTS:
You dont even know how to play bball lah, faggot.
where got people play bball use elbow one.
you crazy ah.
wth man, kevin pro then just FACE IT, SUCKER.
dont use those kind of underhand means to STOP him.
shit you man(s).
or should i say, NIANG(S).
you dunno how to defend in the right way then dont freaking defend lah!
lameshit, liddat oso dunno, sheesh.
then summore think you're the pro-est ever.
are you like gay, or are you like... GAY..?
stupid asses.
think you're like the kings of the world or sth ah.
well, IN YOUR FACES, YOU'RE NOT.
so just freaking apologize when you freaking hurt someone, can?
don't be a big fat FAGGOT.
eh! DONT BE BIG FAT FAGGOTSSSS.
-note the emphasis on the 's'-
then when we threaten to get reinforcements, what you do?
YOU BACK OUT LIKE SOME CHICKEN.
NO BALLS AH.
go cluck at someone else man.

yeaups. you know who you are (:
then went for fps, WAS FREAKING DEAD.
caught some kind of laughing bug, couldnt stop laughing xDD
for some time.
at least could text. (((;
actually wanna complain about this particular bitch, but forget it.
scanly you know ah, i die.
soi shall be smart, and not disclose xPP
played more bball aft fps, with the guys.
then the guys left, so left me, cheryl, mj and kev.
just did shooting, and went to the fitness centre for some time, fooling around xDD
went back to play more bball.
then went to get a drink, then cheryl left.
kevin bought instant noodles.
before that he bought like 2 spuffs from good news cafe and sportade.
LIKE WTH, HE'S AN EATING MACHINE MAN xDDD
teck chye came, chatted for a while, then went off with mj.
was running late for karate, but managed to stay on schedule.
karate was TOTAL PUSH LAH.
damn effing tiring ><
good exercise, but damn damn damn tiring.
counting all the injuries i've accumulated these days.
made it all MUCH worse.
now my head hurts.
my neck's stiff.
my shoulders ache.
my arms hurt, from push-ups.
my finger joints hurt, usual injuries from bball.
my lower back hurts when i bend.
MY ABDOMEN MUSCLES HURT LIKE SHIT, did pt for pe, and today too ><
my sides hurt for some unknown reason.
my left hip, old injury made worse today.
my thighs, did running during karate.
the muscles above my knees, dunno why, maybe too much stnading board jump.
my shin muscles, strained them.
my calves, from running.
my left ankle, too much cat-stance, and cos i sprained it on monday.
wth man, my body's totlly screwed up ><
i really need sleep, gonna sleep like right now.
so byeeeee, i hope i dont die tonight/tmr morning ><
nites people (:

9:51 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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