just.keepbreathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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sorry sorry; (continued yet again)

sorry people, i just wanna say sth.
cant stand it lah.

my body's feeling fine, perfectly fine.
not tired, not aching, not dying.
but yet, my mind.
it's dying. like really.
dun think it's cos of bio, cos didnt really put my mind into it.
ahhh i know why.
but yeah, im still not gonna say lo.
when im emo/pissed/angry, idk why but.
like in karate, i try to push myself, hard.
like for pt, even if i get to slack, i guess press on.
esp when im alone, as in no one run with me or what.
i just feel like it's the only way i can push everything out.
i think im gonna mug late tonight.
since i cant do pt right now.
just spam spam spam.
i told my mum i took a nap, but actually i didnt,  no.
i dont feel tired, so who cares.
i feel dead, in my mind.
cant stand it.
gar.
okay bye.

12:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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