just.keepbreathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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can't seem to face the truth;

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta (:
quoted from it again.
can refer to my previous post to find out where it really is ;D
wahaha.
it's true though, still cant really face it.
that you're gone? i guess.
if only i hadnt agree in the first place.
oh i just realised we've broken the promise.
if anything happens, we'll still be good friends;
i knew it; shouldnt have ):
now it's all gone.

hard to blog now cos im singing suju songs.
either i screw up the lyrics, or i the typing.
ahh violin part in don't don.
henry! :D
humming ~
hahahaha.
don't don rocks in motivation.
i remember i thanked suju for the song xDD
but it really did help the last part of my 2.4km run ((:
SUJU OPPAS, SARANGHE :DDD
hahahahaha im so lame.

today:
biology, was miraculously hardworking o.o
really!
i think it's like the 1st lecture in BL2102 that i REALLY listened.
haha -.-
my notes are filled with INTELLIGENT scribbles.
and small notes from what ms feng says.
UNLIKE cheryl's -.-
her's are like mindless scribbles and doodles.
hahahaha.
i told yawen and she said 'what? it's a miracle!'
LOL. i started singing miracle - suju xDDD
terrarium rocks (((:
i <3>
esp one of our Tally snails, will tally!
my darling little willy ((((:
heheheh, always trying to climb up the tank wall.
and always succeeds till the cover.
hahah, then we burst his bubble and pluck him off.
then drop him off into the soil again.
but after a while, he's up again and starts climbing again.
uber cute can :D
went to snack during break.
as usual -.-
english:
SUCKED.
IDIOTICALLY S-U-C-K-E-D.
esp because of HERRRRRR.
maybe 203 will know.
she apologizes for EVERYTHING.
so irritating.
and when she scold people she sounds uber SACARSTIC.
YOU SUCK.
YOU HEAR ME?
YOU S-U-C-K, LOSERRRRR!

chinese: BORING.
as usual.
ms mak said me and mj's name out loud.
cos our heads were on the table.
i wasnt even sleeping lah! -.-
was blanking out.
it's been going on since THAT DAY.

lunch break: ate lunch :D
and bball-ed a while.
me, aikwee and ivy.
against cheryl, mj and jh.
geeeeez, my playying SUCKED.
really sucked.
was angry at myself.
pissed, why i couldnt play well.
so dumb.
went to class, still pissed.
got a BIT pissed at ms chua.
didnt show it lah.
argh D:
but it subsided towards the end of geog, cos we watched a doc.
i <3>
mj and i are EPIC.
we napped for like 10+ mins.
till ms ng came, and deb banged the table.
hahahaha!! :D
me and mj woke up with a startle xD
maths was boring too.
but didnt really sleep, cos the 'hardworking-ness' came back xD
haha, was attentive, while mj slept like a log.
i kept slapping her xDDDD
damn lame sia.
then ms ng was cracking jokes too ((;
haha, maths ended.

went to put terrarium tank at bio lab.
then went to snack with mj.
then went home.
and here i am (:
ahh why cant i rmb all the nice church hymm names??
gar D:
hahaha.

to everyone reading my blog:
FAQ: why i post so emo, in school still so hyper?
4 words; it's only the surface.
yeaup (:
mask mask mask.
you dunno only, that's what i can say.
how emo can i get?
only my true close friends know (:
heh :D

kkay, wanna watch suju again (:
bye, may update later (:

5:16 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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