미안해, 미안해;
Reset - Super Junior.sigh, i only know like a miniscule fraction of the song, but still.
미안해, which means sorry.
mi-an-hae.
today was fcked up.
like srsly.
1. ALMOST kena yellow form.
2. mum kena VERY minor accident, didnt get hurt, no worries.
3. i feel as if i let down 2 of my friends.
the first one..
just..
got caught but mr leong using sch PA system to blast mp3.
IT guy gave us leeway, thanks.
a lot.
getting a demerit point is like, suicide for me.
dont exactly wanna elaborate, so. moving on.
mummy got into a small accident.
taxi behind bumped my car, my car nudged the one in front.
oh well, dents here and there, nth serious.
the last one.
this is like, the ultimate.
GOD, i really dno if it's ME or my mum, or my dad or whats.
i just feel like i cant be there for my friends.
a lot of people all like that le.
as in, many people would say yes to it.
countless friends asked me if i can go out and all that.
then what can i say?
'sorry, my mum dont allow'
and i know what will happen if i press my mum.
she'll just go bonkers and coop me up even worse.
it happened with that person last time, mj, the girls, nicole, even jean now ):
our gym slot kena taken by cca, asked my mum if can go tampines on saturday to jean's place to study and go gym.
and what she say?
NO.
even alternate weeks jean go jw,
NO.
tell her i'll go there myself,
NO.
and mj just asked me if can go her place to pei her.
i can just imagine the answer.
NO.
i dno why but there's this feeling nagging at me that i cant be there.
i always ruin it.
maybe my mum's sick of me asking.
i really feel sorry abt jean darling.
really SORRY! ><
that's the feeling i get;
so fcking helpless that i get so frustrated.
she's a going-out girl, goes out to lunch, flexible parents and all.
im just the opposite.
all though i really want to go out, but.. sigh.
but what can i do??
damn, i feel like ripping my hair out lah, fxk.
really sorryyyyyyy D:
sigh, dont feel too good right now.
byeee.
P/s still downloading FO :O
taking damn long.
10:04 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
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미안해, 미안해;
Reset - Super Junior.sigh, i only know like a miniscule fraction of the song, but still.
미안해, which means sorry.
mi-an-hae.
today was fcked up.
like srsly.
1. ALMOST kena yellow form.
2. mum kena VERY minor accident, didnt get hurt, no worries.
3. i feel as if i let down 2 of my friends.
the first one..
just..
got caught but mr leong using sch PA system to blast mp3.
IT guy gave us leeway, thanks.
a lot.
getting a demerit point is like, suicide for me.
dont exactly wanna elaborate, so. moving on.
mummy got into a small accident.
taxi behind bumped my car, my car nudged the one in front.
oh well, dents here and there, nth serious.
the last one.
this is like, the ultimate.
GOD, i really dno if it's ME or my mum, or my dad or whats.
i just feel like i cant be there for my friends.
a lot of people all like that le.
as in, many people would say yes to it.
countless friends asked me if i can go out and all that.
then what can i say?
'sorry, my mum dont allow'
and i know what will happen if i press my mum.
she'll just go bonkers and coop me up even worse.
it happened with that person last time, mj, the girls, nicole, even jean now ):
our gym slot kena taken by cca, asked my mum if can go tampines on saturday to jean's place to study and go gym.
and what she say?
NO.
even alternate weeks jean go jw,
NO.
tell her i'll go there myself,
NO.
and mj just asked me if can go her place to pei her.
i can just imagine the answer.
NO.
i dno why but there's this feeling nagging at me that i cant be there.
i always ruin it.
maybe my mum's sick of me asking.
i really feel sorry abt jean darling.
really SORRY! ><
that's the feeling i get;
so fcking helpless that i get so frustrated.
she's a going-out girl, goes out to lunch, flexible parents and all.
im just the opposite.
all though i really want to go out, but.. sigh.
but what can i do??
damn, i feel like ripping my hair out lah, fxk.
really sorryyyyyyy D:
sigh, dont feel too good right now.
byeee.
P/s still downloading FO :O
taking damn long.
10:04 PM //
I'll miss your every moment