just.keepbreathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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약속할게;;

Reset - Super Junior.
yes yes.
it's still damn sad to me.
and aish, now.
D:

차라리 내가 떠나야 할까 이제 놓아주는 게 너를 위한 일일까 하지만
나를 용서해 그럴 수 없어 너를 잊을 수 없어 돌아와
rather, should i leave first? is letting you go something i do for you?
but forgive me.. i can't do it. i can't forget you. come back.

SIGHHHH.
bleah, i also dno why im thinking abt this now.
like why NOW.

`i wish i could store all the memories into a zip folder and click delete;;

shouldn't have started huh.
i made a stupid mistake.
of spilling all that i had just for you.
it was wrong; and it was my fault.
if i didnt say yes, none of this would have happened.
and im happy you're moving on.
but im angry for not being able to.
forgive me.
i staked all my feelings for you, and now it's hard to pick up the pieces.
i dont even want to show myself in front of you anymore;
im too ashamed to.
over-reliance, i realize.
i dont blame you, i dont blame her, i only blame myself.
미안해 , sorry for all i did.

BAHHHH.
tired.
whole body freaking aching now.
dammit..
nball killed it lah.
indoor footwork.
with year ones.
only 4 snr year 2s, so had to demo properly for them.
couldnt slacken.
thus now, my knee is dead.
and, my leg from my knee upwards, even my BUTT muslces are hurting.
like HELL.
and my brain hurts.
not just cos of school.
i wish i could stop thinking abt it, but it keeps nagging my mind.
oh well.
HISTORY PWNS MAN.
srsly (:
ms b.chua pwns.
BADMINTON PWNS TOO!!
although i cant play for nuts.
(quoting jeannnieeee~~~)
lol, that was random -.-

should be going to gym at tampines (yeah xDD) with jeannnnieeee~~ tmr.
f-u-n-n-n-n-n-n (:
got errand to run at jurongw though...
buy mouthwash bottle and repair my watch -.-
blahhh.
so since my mum thinks im going to MJ'S, not JEAN'S, i have to tug that horrible big bottle of mouthwash all the way to the east, and back again to jurongE.
GREAT.
nvm, extra calories (:
still have no clue what to wear.

YES can laugh at everyone else in other schools.
WE HAVE WHOLE DAY OFF TMR!
HAHAHAHA, IN YOUR FACE.
BLEEEEAAAAHHHHHH :PPPP
hehehehe. i feel lame xD
i am, no? xD
kkay, this is getting worse -.-

lalalalala~~
have to waste 15 more mins.
what to dooooooo? xD
OHOH!!

PE was abt olympism, theory lesson only -.-
blah.
went to hall to play badminton, almost whole class went.
DAMN FUNNNNNN!!
towards the end.
yos, kevin, nat, aikwee, cyrus, ivy, mj and me were playing.
you know how we played?
we HOGGED all the 3 courts!!
constantly crossing it all over the place xD
damn fun!
used like... 3 shuttlecocks? xDDDDD
FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (:

kkay, gonna finish up dinner (2 sets of kaya toasts + ice lemon tea).
and go for tuition.

daddy's in SHANGHAI D:

kkay, BYEEEEEE :D

P/s: Jeannnnieeeeeee~~ darling ah, get well soon (: LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH. muackxzxzx.
P/s/s: I.NEED.TO.FINISH.UP.MY.SONS.OF.FORTUNE.BOOK.NOW.NOW.

5:38 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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