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I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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Sumthing i wrote last nite

I wrote sumthing last nite.. here it is..
12:15am, Wednesday, 21st November 2007

I really cnt sleep so I have 2 write this all down cuz i cnt blog now (duhh! it's midnite?!)
I seriously cnt sleep. N i dunno y. I didn't go 4 a nap in de aftnn wat.I SHLD be sleepy.
But the prob is, im NOT.
I've been turning over&over on my bed 4 de last 1 1/2 hours. aft a while, i drew de curtains and stared out of the window. suddenly graduation just popped in2 my mind.I dunno y.
I started 2 tear. den i started 2 cry.
I cnt believe I'm nvr gonna :
1)spend those mornings at de side gate wif ochi talking while waiting for nic,meli, nina & coco.
2)laff or sing or crap wif meli, ochi or nic in class and joking abt pineapple..
3)acting cute wif coco or hui fang..
4)or making ochi pout den exclaiming "SO CUTE!!"& burst out laffing.
5)or exclaim nina was cute 2 and calling her "cheeks-so-pinchable nina"
6)hug/receive hugs frm Nic.. she made mi feel so safe and loved..
7)get patted on de head by ochi or coco or meli or nic..
8)tickle praveena/nic and make her squirm..
9)watch nic kick ochi's ass den watch ochi chase nic (hu was screaming and running away)
10)singing in squeaky voices wif bern in class and burst out laffing..
11)making bern laff wif my (to her) contagious laughter..
12)pretend 2 be sitting beside Joel Madden, or Mikey, or Kyle wif meli & loretta..
13)talking and crapping wif ochi abt anime and lmao-ing during chi class and be scolded by de teacher. (lols :P)
There's so mani memories dat we shared so happily and i cnt possibly list evrything down here.. haix.. I wish i could replay these memories again. Im still reluctant 2 let go.. I just cnt believe evrything's gonna end.. but still we an KIT, no? I will 4eva lurbb u guys and i hope we can meet up soon kay? oh yea 1 more thing.. I wanna say this 2 stacia.. Stacia, I remember dat we were once best fwens in p1 and seeing dat pic during de graduation day vid of de close-up of de 2 of us in p1 really made mi think: where did all these memories go? I really wanna apologise 4 not being dere 4 u aft p1.. but still i wanna thank u 4 being there 4 mi and being my fwen in p1.. im glad that i've known u.. all the best 4 ur future.. have 2 study hard k?

11:59 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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