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I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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sads

heyy everyone.
2dae was quite ok-ish except for sum stuff lah..
like.. maths test and karate the last part.
Erm.. maths test wasn't prepared and made several careless mistakes.
I think i will fail man :S
haiz.
Karate i think i have mentioned it twice lah.
I wasn't happi wif sumthing remember?
But i nvr specifically said wat it was.
...

Well, it's like, i, for so mani weeks in de past,
was like training hard wif eda, making our timings perfect.
Well almost larh.
Den sinseh wanted 2 split us.
into 2 diff grps.
She went wif melissa & serena, hu are like 17. and she's 13.
And team kata is minimum 16.
And I?
I was put in a team dat was Carolyn, hu is 15 i think, and kang ting hu is 13 too.
yeah. im 13.
yupps.
even according 2 age, shouldn't mi, eda, and kangting be in one team??
i just dun geddit.
I feel so belittled.
Not offending dem or anything but, think their knowledge 2wards kata is lesser den mine.
So yeah im not really tat enthu abt this.
NOW, it worsened.
They're going 2 johor for an INTERNATIONAL competition. +interschool.
We only can compete in INTERSCHOOL. Singapore-wide. only.
And 2dae he said dat i can go n support.
AND sum more can be excused frm school.
Upon hearing tat i knew tat my dad wun lemme go 4 it.
Sum more cost $220.
He'll just say it's a waste of money.
yupps. So im NOT going.
I feel SO BELITTLED.
Haiz.
I guess i'll be alone in sgp during dat time.
everyone's going. except mi.
Just mi.
kks...
gtg sleep bai!

9:54 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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