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I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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fishh D:

fishh lah.
rroarr.
if you dun wanna listen to my crap then don't read these.

freaking hell lah.
i thought i could make them change.
i thought.
well, i guess my thoughts are off-course.
once, i told them to not shout that much.
uh-huh.
well yyeeeaaahh.. it kinda worked.
to some extent.
today, actually b4 today got liao, my mum got me to study physics with my dad.
cos my common test i got a freaking 18.5 upon a freaking 38 & of course failed by one mark.
THEN, he started jabbering away at this question in the assessment book that was abt tension.
ANGLED tension.
He SHOULD have known it was using sin and tan stuff.
He SHOULD have known that it wasn't what we are learning now in principle of moments.
It doesnt take a maths olympiad student to figure that out.
okay, he didnt use the sin and tan way, but his way i think it was more complicated as i didn't get a WORD he was saying.
I tried to clarify my doubts by saying 'huh?' a few times and trying to reason out my views.
But, but but but, he thought that i SHOULD know this.
& of course, scolded me. (duhh)
I was pissed, so i ignored him.
This happened more than 5 times before.
AND, my mum still makes me study with him.
He was tired of waiting for me to switch back to him, but i still ignored him.
So, he left. As always when he pissed me off by making me listen to his jabbering of stuff i havent learnt.
I heard him complain to my mum, blah blah.
My mum came in, and i, becaused i was alr pissed off by dear daddy, sulked lah.
Then, she got naggy and asked me stuff that i don't even know why she's asking me tht for.
i got a bit irritated so yeah i guess she didnt like it.
She said:
'You told me to not shout so much then i nvr. You got noice that i hven't raised my voice at all? You don't appreciate that issit? I do your request, then what i get in return? Your bad attitude!' etc etc.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
everything's MY fault huh?
i bet you. Next year, when it rains, they'll blame me.


LOLS.
today played Bball with the 103 guys.
actually Adrian, Yos, Nat, & Aik Wee.
against the girls: me, cheryl, ivy, deb, mj, shini, and deb's snr.
WOAH damn funny lah!
Adrian is lke once he get the ball, dun think of stealing it away from his hands.
You hit his arm right, WAH SAI.
Your whole hand like one whole can of oil spill on your hand one!!
lols.
Then he very tall, so like you try to guard him usually no use.
The guys complained that the girls scream to much, distracting.
So, when Adrian shoot, then all the girls all screamm!
HAHAHAHA.
there were a few times where he really missed cos we screammed!!
hahaha.
Then this lightning protection system thing at the court suddenly on lah.
Then we all thought it was aik wee screaming in a girly voice LOL.
sighs.
DAMN fun today.
new vocab: DOOBABA (by cheryl & mj)

10:04 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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