just.keepbreathing

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness; I can't say goodbye, say goodbye
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you're my everything to me;

Don't Say Goodbye - Dong Bang Shin Ki
it's still such a beautiful song :')
one of the best slow shinki songs.
damn, why is the sch int so bloody slow.
took forever to load the marry u mv making.
so in the end, just closed it.
sian.

//
jean's in physics now.
waiting for english to start in... 10mins.
ms lau isnt here today.
she's sick D:
get well soon, ms lau!
take care!! (:
03 misses you D:
//

sigh.
it's all stuck in my head.
and it frustrates me that no one can understand it.
well, not no one..
but. practically no one.
people who ask me about it, cant seem to accept the way i think.
that's the thing im frustrated abt.
sigh, i also dno why.
LOL, ting's moving to abracadabra again.
lalala.
i dn even want to talk about this anymore.
i want to keep all the mmrs in a folder and just click-and-drag it to the bin.
and empty it.
i have some of it still with me.
i claim i want to delete it.
but... in reality, do i?
i dont know, dam it.
i cant seem to press that stupid button.
it's right there, on my keyboard.
my finger hovers over it, but somehow i cant land it there.
why.

i look out into the distance;
watching the leaves rustle, driven by the chilly rush of air that wooshed past;
your blissful face, and hers, of course.
that familiar ache rises in my chest, as i struggled to keep my breathing even.
i calmed my nerves, strapped on my mask, as i teased;
"hey look, it's THEM again," i sneered.
as my friends laugh at my words, i smile along, happy for you.
that you changed for the better.
guess i was 1 batch late.
guess it's just my bad luck.
guess it's just.. fate.
but somewhere deep inside, it was nagging at me;
"you're not happy; you want to be there;"
i shoved it aside, afraid to let it show.
i knew what happened when i did.
and i'll never do it again.
never.

sigh, dno lah dno lah.
not a very new feeling.
just cant exactly hold it in lah.
oh wells.

will update tonight if possible.
byee.

11:48 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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